It's only Week 2

fuck expectations. because no one's bother to live up to them.

i'm so tired and lost. i didn't become a PD just to cry in front of my finalists, you know. i chose to be a PD for many better reasons. i don't remember asking for shit like this. what happened is beyond disappointment.

i need a shoulder to cry on.

I need a hug

i don't want to hear 'no problem', 'yeah, i'm fine.'. i want to help all of you guys out. that's why i'm here. remember: 'the new us.'


i love you guys, i really really do.

Kevin Wu, I love you

have a few assignments piling up already. and less lecture notes from now on cos i'm a second year student, which means i need to pay attention during lecture. yay for being a second year. i don't really know what else to write about, cos the only time i wanted to sit down and really think about what to write, i fell asleep. i'm sorry for letting my readers down but if you really enjoy stalking me so much you can check out my Twitter.

time for bed, night.

Can't Take This Away - David Choi

dramas everywhere. why is it so fucking hard to work together in a group/team? sigh. calm down, Ka Kay. you're better than this. you probably just need some food. and more time.

or maybe i just need to fucking punch someone in the face.

Let the flames begin

short update on my first day being a PD and my finalists first day being a finalist:

this is no easy job. 'nuff said.

time to be bad guy. *suits up*

bye.

I really love being an emcee

warning: this is going to be an emotional post. *sobs*

being back in TT definitely brings back a lot of memories. memories of being a finalist and getting used to college life at the same time. but this year, it's going to be different. i got to see TT from a whole new angle. there are so many things in TT that i've never experience before while i was only a finalist. taking the post as a program designer has again changed my perspective towards this event, though it means that i'm having more responsibility than ever on my shoulders. but seeing how motivated and hopeful my finalists are, it moves me as well.

i know they won't be reading this, but i just want to let them know i am just as hopeful as they are.

to the best 7 weeks of our college life.

cheers.

my FIRST YouTube video!

headed to Jie Yan's place to shoot our first vlog and here it is! thanks for watching and i know there are rooms for improvement. i hope we will be able to produce better videos in the future. cheers. :)



cameras used for recording: Olympus E-PM1 and Canon EOS 550D.

p.s. Jie Yan blogs too: http://beyondenvision.onsugar.com

I like bokeh effect

went back to college today for my first lecture as a SECOND year student, or like in the States, also known as a sophomore(right?). 

my recent trip to Kuching was awesome(i've already bombarded my Twitter followers with my exciting tweets). but i still haven't got the motivation to start a detail post about the whole trip. gimme a week. 

if you would excuse me, i would like to resume brewing my potion on Pottermore. i don't want to get a 'T' for my OWLs. 

you know, i really am a busy person. 

Above the clouds

i love East Malaysia. i love being high up in the sky.

most of all, i love travelling.