i love family occasions. like today, for instance, all of the Lums gathered together for Ching Ming. we gathered early in the morning, had breakfast and then set off to various graveyards. we prayed to the dead and we talked about the family history, which sent pangs of nostalgia running through my heart.
occasions like these brought us together, regardless of answering to so-how're-your-studies-going questions for repeated times(i'm basically immune to that question already).
among all those conversations, i noticed that we talked about jobs, families, the future, the past, education, politics and etc... but not even once we talked about ourselves. and i wonder why.
i find it difficult to express about myself these days. especially when i don't get to meet my close friends that frequent. especially when i discovered something really fascinating but don't know who to share out with. especially when i just finished the perks of being a wallflower and i cried a little. i become hot-tempered, treating everyone who happened to be around me badly, talking back and showing ugly faces and immediately regret it after i recover from my sudden mood swing.
maybe this is why i resort to my books and pillows.
Saturday, March 31, 2012
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seriously, i miss those time when we always share about every single little thing (such as time we poop per day) in our life every morning in school. i miss it ALOT. <3 ='(
傻瓜，世界偶爾會失去色彩，人偶爾會心情差。調整好自己的情緒再出發，我們要讓愛我們的人快樂。加油。
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