It's going to be a wrong choice

but i made it anyway.
wrath devoured me. i'm such a joke. such a big fucking joke. for believing what we had was true. i blame no one for it. i was trying to hold on to silly things, thinking that i could turn things the other way round, but yeah. the lines are finally joined together and now that everything is starting to make sense. i can still hear your lies, ringing in my ears. all the words and promises, but you never mean them anyway.

it's okay. i guess i'll go, i best be on my way out. 

dear life, can you please slow the fuck down? i have had enough of lemons and i'm still trying to take one step at a time over here.

i'm fine. i'm fucking fine.

it's getting harder to believe in anything these days.

gah, i don't think i will ever believe in love again. 


if my post is anywhere near depressing, it means that you've got loads more to catch up with. can't wait for the weekend. i need to go practice my Summoning Charm now, but i don't know why my wand isn't working properly. sigh. good week ahead, bye.