I shall learn

overthinking and late nights have become one of my habits. i sat alone in the empty living hall, allowing silence to overwhelm me. sometimes staring blankly at the wall until my eyes watered. 

spacing out during conversations too, are one of my habits. especially in a very crowded space. i couldn't hear a single voice, as if someone invisible has muted the volume of the surroundings for me, leaving me completely alone with my own thoughts. i debate with my own thoughts, and this is when people around me start to think i'm being 'emo'. i'm not. i'm just...having a conversation with myself without interrupting anyone. 

there are always room for improvement.