And the rest is rust and dust

i have to came to this conclusion that this is not going to work out and it's not going anywhere. i really do not understand why. but not that it matters anymore. apparently this was a losing fight that i was fighting for. and tragically, i'm the pathetic loser. all this while. meant nothing. nothing, you know. not even a fucking thing.

for this time, words fail me. i can't put them into words.

'just get it over with'.
it is always easier to be said than done. no?

if you are reading this, i hope you feel something. whatever feeling. at least feel. because you should.

now i know what it feels like to have your heart broken. because that is where the cold fucking truth lies.