Condescension, that is

there are days when you woke up early in the morning, felt like dying and have a strong desire to slump back down to your lovely bed but you suddenly remember that you can't mess up your class attendance.

there are also days when you are driving alone, blasting your song player with your favourite tunes, singing so loudly to the lyrics, and somehow you just simply broke down in the middle of the chorus and tears start to flow down your cheeks uncontrollably.

there are also days when you are caught in a traffic jam, alone, with no one else by your side, your mind starts to think of things/person that shouldn't be thought of, and all of the sudden, you felt yourself engulfed by anger, hatred, depression, sadness, disappointment, longings, remorse, helplessness, and even self-pity.

there are days that you wish you can just stand outside in the middle of an empty road, and let the rain to wash away all the emotions.


ignorance was the last thing i want from you.


today is one of those days.