When life throws you a lemon, you made lemonade

after 17 years of living, the life-is-unfair reality has finally kicks in. i have been visiting some 'famous' (lenglui) bloggers' blogs recently. some of them even got featured by Nuffnang. but those are not being featured still managed to get thousands of hits per day. reason: they have pretty faces and mostly come from rich families. coming from a rich family has been a secret of success for being popular because they dolled themselves up with makeup and really REALLY expensive clothes, not to mention their handbags(Chanel, LV, DOtothy Perkins, Coach, Guess and many more other branded stuff) which made them look extremely pretty. well, some of them ARE still pretty without makeup. parties are their purpose of being alive for they have so much money to spend on. and their so-called followers would just drool over their pretty pictures and envy their luxury lifestyle so much.

honestly.

i am NOT holding a grudge against them but what makes me go mad is...

they get everything free because they're popular! advertisers would just ask them to post something about their products with a promise of free goodies. this is so not fair i tell you. they're rich enough to get themselves almost everything, yet they still sign themselves up to get free stuffs. and OF COURSE they get it because they're famous. advertisers think it's better to give to someone who's more popular and would write good compliments about their stuff than to someone who barely has 1000 hits per MONTH because they worried no one would gives a shit.

and for extremely ordinary and so not popular blogger like me, saving money to buy things i wanted is like trying to convince me not to drink coffee. my montly allowance barely last for 2 weeks and yet i so many things to buy(most of them are birthday presents, maybe i should live a solitary life). i wonder why i don't get free stuffs, huh?

eg: i have been saving money for the Paramore's concert since it was announced. only god knew how hard it was to save money by resisting myself to buy storybooks. and there's this female blogger(you go figure it out youself), whom i saw, from her blog, saying that she had FREE rock zone tickets given by Nuffnang.
COME ON.

end of story.

attention: no offence to anyone. these are just my personal rants. kthanksbye.

life is so fucking unfair. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. but i guess i'll live. OKAY BYE NOW.