oh hello

days passed by like a blur, melting seamlessly into another.

a moment ago, i was happy.

and i forgot why i was happy at the first place.

and then i was sad.

but then i forgot why i was sad again.

seems like i have it together everyday but the truth is i don't. and what makes me feel worse is: i don't know how to write anymore. my writings these days are bad. they are shit. i just don't know what to write.

how.